Mon
Before class
I keep telling myself I will go, but the closer it gets the more my chest tightens. I do not want to disappoint anyone, so I just stop answering messages.
Signal: Avoidance around school stress with withdrawal from support.
Dew

Step 1
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Mon
I keep telling myself I will go, but the closer it gets the more my chest tightens. I do not want to disappoint anyone, so I just stop answering messages.
Signal: Avoidance around school stress with withdrawal from support.
Wed
Talking helped for a little while. I noticed I can ask for help when it feels concrete, like making a plan for one email instead of fixing everything.
Signal: Responds better to concrete next steps than broad reassurance.
Fri
Sleep has been rough again. I am scared the therapist will think I am not trying, even though I am trying all day to look normal.
Signal: Sleep disruption and fear of being judged during session.